2015年5月7日(木)
I'm sorry if it sounds arrogant, but now I have had an unusual ability in
accouting, law and taxation, I suppose.
In these disciplines, I think that
I'm second to none of the day.
Maybe I should have greater confidence in
myself.
I may be acknowledged to be the best professional in the
world.
However, I may remain timid as I used to be.
For, though I am so
learned as you all acknowledge, I've got in an very unsettled state of mind
since I knew her love.
In spite of my such expertise.
In spite of my such
age.
In spite of the fact that I have never met her since a graduation of
junior high.
In spite of the fact that she was so insignificant for me that I
forgot almost all of the conversatins with her.
I never noticed her
sentiments, especially ones after a graduation of junior high.
I didn't even
imagine.
None of her "LOVE LETTERS" was received by me.
But now. I would
like to express my gratitude to her.
I intend to give her the best things I
can do for her.
I will give them to her in the near future, but I would like
to regard her "LOVE LETTERS" to be received by me.
To tell the consequence
only, her sentiments have never actually affected me physically nor
mentally.
I didn't even know them.
But it doesn't matter a bit.
I'm
very glad that she had such sentiments toward me itself.
Just as in junior
high school student days, I can't say to her, "Come along with me without asking
questions."
But, I absolutely intend not to let her repent having had such
sentiments toward me.